Wednesday, May 21, 2014

I decided not to sleep

So it happened, my last four days at college with my besty, before she was to board her plane to Mumbai. It was becoming increasingly hard for me to make treaty with the fact that she was to leave and yes, she was to leave. Almost every moment invited tears , more so, because I could not believe that I was crying :P 
She did leave, and seemed like a holocaust occurred. I was in a state-of-coma and real sad, because this is the first ever separation of my life. It had been an entire day of wailing and the night was coming to a close. I decided to sleep. 
And the very next moment, I decided not to. 
I decided not to sleep, but rather study and chase my dreams that are waiting to be mine since I was born. 
I decided not to sleep, because if she knows that I am sad, she will be sad, and unhappy.
I decided not to sleep, because sleeping won't lessen the pain or subside it, it never solves anything in my opinion. 
I decided not to sleep, because if I am happy, she will be happier, if I move ahead in life, she will feel proud. 
I decided not to sleep, because I need to become better, work harder than ever before. 
I decided not to sleep, because friendship after some time becomes a responsibility, and I decided to be a loyal friend, be there till the end of the earth. 
I decided not to sleep, because separation is not the end, its a new beginning. 
I decided not to sleep because I know and so does she, we are friends forever.
 

I bore the music of our lovely friendship, and went back to work, which had been wailing in my absence :P

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